I dunno why i came back home today feeling like im someone else. When i was in the train, i was imagining myself being in a new place, a new country where i was starting my life from a beginning, leaving wateva behind. And it came with some form of peace yet sadness. Yes i wish i could be at a new place right now, cutting out every contact i have. Sometimes i wonder to wat extreme will my frens or even family will do to try to find me. All i could get was a question mark. Im not mentioning my boyfriend cos.. he'll probably move on and find someone else better or feel relieved that im no longer of an emotional burden.

Living life alone may sound sad, but to me at this point it seems more like a reality in life. I dunno, i used to thought being in a relationship would make me happy.. but it seems like it never will. Its always the same isnt it. U get into different r/s patting yourself with the term "live the moment" .. but to get into a cycle? I find it tiring... mentally especially.

I dunno what im goin to do.. but it sure feels lonely out there

I finally passed my final theory (after so many times!! ) im closer to getting my driving license!! :)

I get so emo when i hear this song... this song is a story of about a woman's love for a guy and how much she wanna lives to be with the guy until her last moment in life...

Today i thought i lost my phone (ya again??)  I was leaving the gym then when collecting my card i double check my important stuff and realised one of my phone is missing! I panic! I checked my bag dun have! I went back inside check locker dun have oso! I called (i have 2 phones) the missing phone got ring but no one pick up! No sound from my bag must be someone take rite. I presume the person who took it must be showering if not the phone would be off isnt it. Then i even sms "Hey u got my phone would appreciate it if u could reply back thks!"

I waited at the entrance hoping the person would call back... feeling very desperate cos im meetin my colleague and i dun have her number in my second phone. Then i decided to check my bag again. 

It was inside my gym shoe

LOL